noone's perfect ... anger management of mine is dull

Misfortune shows those who are not really friends.” Aristotle quotes (Ancient Greek Philosopher, Scientist and Physician, 384 BC-322 BC)

Salah aq sendiri terlalu baik ke orang
Berapa lagi kekecewaan yang harus aq alami u/ tetap mempertahankan sikap buruk ini
Finally i decided not always to be a good people
coz sometimes controlling the dark side of MINE is beyond Alam sadar kita
Life is not as beautiful as I hope
So ... Just get used to this real life
THX & SORRY
I'll dissappear as soon as possible

then comes a problem that hurt me so ...

@ the beginning ...

Hearts is just like a wheel

http://profile.imeem.com/BZVwKj/music/JxR6N-cR/all_the_love_in_the_world/

rejoice in our suffering, suffering produce perseverance, perserverance - character and character hope

Horeeee ...
This week is a quiet week ... it's a holiday ... And then final test will begin soon ...
It means also , one side job of mine (being an asisstant for 2 classes) is over ...
biyuh ... it's finally over

Oops it's almost over (^-^)

I started with a clumsy way , feeling unconfidence , as you know it's a big classes , and only one woman in the class besides me ! .
Just imagine that ...
For me, being visible is unsecure. I never felt comfortable in front of 30 - 60 people .

And when i have to start the class without a lecturer , ooooh it's the worst time
Hehehe ... fortunately these kind of burden(in the beginning) turned to be a challenge
And i passed it ...

Oh ya , Feeling guilty again
@ the end of last months , i asked someone to promote me for a job , coz i need an extra money, but when the job is ready to take,i doubt it for several reasons . Some because of unfinished TA(my undergraduate final project), another flash opportunities from my lecturer that i can't miss & mess up, plust the announcement for COOP comes tooo late.
And the worst thing i'm incapable to say sorry, i just disappear ..
4 JepCoolGuy i'm so sorry , if we meet again, if i ol again , i will ask 4 an apology.

3 june 2007
There's a reunion in DOM's house for 3p2
I was sick but i insist to come . THere i met my senior high school friends.It's fun enough .. laughing all the time (^-^) Except their position , they ain't change at all ... HAHAHAHA ... Wonderful time i had this months .

SOme of them , decide to get a master degree , some works , and coz most of them're doctors , so most decide to practice in hospital ...
The fact is they had graduated ..And most who studied @ ITS 're only able to graduate in march08 or more ... Only one i guess and it's not me who graduates in this sept...

Then in the same weeks got some wise words "Kebahagiaan adanya pada tingkat syukur seseorang" from one of my lecturer , and another friends added "NGapain iri ama yg dah lulus , selama kita g membuang waktu kita begitu aja" ... Sounds i'm looking for a "rationalitation" pembenaran ... It might be true ...

It's all because My TA change from LBS(location based service) into buiding mail service that capable send sms ... It means i had to study all over again mail server (i had bad experience in Computer network practice during 4th semester mostly in IMAP , & SMTP) so i'd never imagine that i will deal with these things all over again .. even i had decide using kerio ....


But listen to my fave song ... then .. it describe my feeling and most of 3p2 gals .. !

SO ADIOS ... Sayonara ... Zai Jian ... Bye ...