Love cures people, the ones who receive love and the ones who give it, too.

Believe it ?
Now i do believe it ....

I loved someone, but he didn't love me so he left me
Someone loved me, but i didn't pay attention to it. Then he left ... he's not in this present life any more ...

Hmmm ....

Day by day
I forgot about love
Got scared to be hurt by love

Suddenly someone bumped me ...and care and also love Me
I ran out from her love , but i never refused her love

I finally crushed on some other guy , but he's married
so just be a nice secret admirer

Hmmm ...

Now i fall in love again =)
Unfortunately with Gay who try to live normal life

Coz I believe what Lao Tzu said :

Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength;
loving someone deeply gives you courage

But then I realize ....

People change and forget to tell each other
So do I ...
Maybe i'll change some other day

Sha == Gratitude

Real life isn't always going to be perfect or go our way . But the recurring acknowledgement of what is working in our lives can help us not only to survive but surmount our difficulties...

Thank You Lord 4 Giving Me Second Opportunities
I Won't Let U Down
Thank You Lord 4 All the things U Give Me

he who has a thousand friend has not a friend to spare and he who has one enemy will meet him everywhere

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Thx God I have only One that I Love n Care So Much And So Does SHE

Hitori De ... Unbelieveble ..

Bisa juga aq jadi Gembel
Kayak lagunya Sting --> Iam an English Man in New York
Nobody trust me now, so i have 2 struggle hard to reach ones
Thx God, U never left me alone.
U gave me such a nice , priceless gift
Some1 who i can trust n trust me , n she can control all of my attitude
Thx God , U get us Met
I'll prove , i can be a better person , a nice good person again
It's all because of her
And I pledge that i will not give up with anything
Coz i want to see her happy n smile again

Ga nyangka , jalan hidup aq begini
Belum pernah aq merasa sesusah ini
Tapi aq bahagia loh
Aneh kan ?
Dah sering "keleleran" di jalan , knal brandalz , melupakan waktu
Kehidupan yang ga pernah aq bayangkan aq lalui





Terima Kasih mempertemukan aq dg Nya
Aq jadi punya tujuan hidup lagi
Semula grafik hidup aq turun drastis
Saat ini sedang merangkak naik
Dan aq jadi org yg bener2 beda

Is it UR PLAN God ?

All of our loneliness, worry and fear
seems to fade in the presence of a friend
who never judges but stands alongside with loyalty,
It gives us what we need to be a friend as well

Aq yang enggan berteman dekat
Di dekat kan dengan org yang "begitu lah"
Sekarang Ego aq dah berkurang dikit demi dikit
Pelajaran hidup yang ga bakal aq lupain



tapi semua ini akan segera berakhir
Dan aq kembali dengan rutinitas itu
1 bulan aq nge Gembel ...

Di luar sana
Banyak yg men judge aq
Di luar sana
Banyak yg tidak percaya aq
Tapi di dalam sini
Masih ada yang mempercayai aq
Di dalam sini
Masih ada yang rela mengorbankan banyak hal demi Aq

It doesn't make any sense
But it happened

I learn Gratitude , Faith , Integrity from her
Now we're apart
but she's still there in my deepest heart
Thousands of Thanx God
She change me a lot

No God, no peace. Know God, know peace.

My life resembles with "In to The Wild" in different Context

It's been so long , i never post anything. Now, iam trying to post some.
Pals, culdesac is a place where i am now. Being all alone,working day 2 day, moving out from neighbourhood, dropped in place called jakarta. Sometimes i am happy 'coz i am able 2 live all by myself. But sometimes , i feel kinda blue. Here, nobody knows me, making alot of new friends, totally new. Feeling lonely, is usual for me now. Am i happy ? In a spare time , or precious time left, i regret for last decision. But there's no turning back . . . So step forward is the only way to move out from this infinite looping , back then i run away from something, now i'm still running exhaustedly . . . Survive is the only principal that i hold on. Good luck n never look back !